Lasting effect of drugs?

we don't always know what our street drugs are are cut with. you could have a drug induced psychosis. i've heard of some of the phenomena you describe in relation to some bad speed about 35 years ago. a customer came into my grocery store and said"wow, what did you do to the lights?" they were the same bare light bulbs. his wife tried to get him committed and he went and stayed in a motel until the acute phase was over. sounds like you're chronic now.